Oh my goodness!! I'm starting to feel like the infertility roller coaster was just the practice coaster before stepping up to the big leagues!
Pregnancy, even at this very very early stage, is insanely nerve wracking!! I am totally over analyzing every little thing. I try not to, but it's impossible.
The most frustrating part is that I want to be happy and excited, but I'm not :(
I just can't get my hopes up. I know that at any point something could go wrong... I can't stop the feeling of dread. I am really hoping that if things keep progressing for the next few weeks the way they are supposed to, that I'll eventually start feeling a little better.
So, in week 5 of my pregnancy, this is what I've got...
A baby... the size of an orange seed
Symptoms... like heart burn, incredibly sore breasts, some tiredness, and some crazy emotions
An ultrasound.... on Valentine's Day (which I'm really hoping goes well, or that will be one crappy holiday)
A husband... who is also having a hard time being happy, even though he wants to be.
A hope... that is could be the end of our wait.
Hopefully in the next few weeks things will get more interesting, in a good way.
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